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I have been sitting here watching as the drama goes on yeah it annoys the shit out of me..just wish it would all stop..dont you think there's enough shit going on in the damn world right now to keep this childless shit up? grow the fuck up and learn to drop the shit.
making fun of other's cause of their disabilty is'nt nice they cant help what they do it's apart of them its what they have to live with the rest of their lives i normally keep to myself but i just cant anymore cause i have alot of shit on my mind and along with that i been having alot panicing cause of this carona shit going on and everything on lockdown in my area.
i been trying to keep my mind free of any stress by playing games on my playstation which has been helping alot my aunt rose came by and took me to the store for a few things which was nice of her to do.

i did'nt mean to vent but it kinda felt good to get shit off my shoulder's i been letting it all build up for along time now and it was bound to come all out all at the same time.

I sit in the darkness alone with no one to talk to but the voices in my head they keep me company when i have no one they are always there for me..they tell me things before they happen i sometimes feel like im crazy deep inside even though i know i'm not it just how i feel sometimes.
my parents are both gone with just my aunt's and some cousins i go on with life the best i can even though i sometimes find it really hard to do there are times i just want to give up and crewl into a very deep hole and hide there for a lifetime until i find away to get better. even though what i have will never go away it's with me for the rest of my life which really sucks i just want to be normal like i use to be before i foundout about my disorder's(sighs) it was back in 2014 is when i foundout i had these disorder's.
but i got to the point where i got use to them they became part of me that will never go away i now hear voices in my head and see dark shadow's in my sights they only get really black when i'm about to blackout but that only happens when i get really pissed off is when everything goes completly black on me.
i try my best not to get really pissed off but sometimes i just cant help it i find it really hard to do when i have people around me that likes to push my bottons just to get me mad.